Walau

Walaupun berat hati untuk melepaskan tapi aku tau ini jalan yang paling baik untuk aku.

Walaupun aku tahu aku akan merindui kau tapi lambat laun aku akan berjaya melupakan kau.

Walaupun kadang kadang aku ada rasa nak cari dan bagitau betapa rindunya aku kat kau aku kena tabahkan hati supaya elak semua itu.

Walaupun aku tau kau bukan yang terbaik untuk aku tapi hati aku masih belum boleh melupakan kau.

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Not over you

"Damn. Damn boy you do it well, And I thought you were innocent, Took this heart ans put it through hell, But still you're magnificent"

- Gavin Degraw

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Difficult

I've gotta say,
It's really difficult to get over it,
This time it is much harder.

I've tried to distract myself,
Nothing seems to work,
I kept reminiscing all the memories.

I expected this to happen,
I didn't expect it would be this hard,
I seriously can't get over you.

I'm trying my hardest to get over you,
I'm trying not to get frustrated,
I'm trying to be happy instead

I don't know what else I should do,
Everything seems to remind me of you,
I hate this feeling I'm having.

I really need time to process all this,
I don't think I can ever let myself like anyone anymore,
I'm serious in pain right now.

I need to get over you,
Maybe not now,
Eventually.

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Intuition

When you know something isn't right you have to believe in what you believe.

I knew that I will go through it again but thank god this time I was fully prepared.

I saw it coming,
I felt it,
I tried to think positive,
And turned out I was right after all.

To be frank, I don't want it to end up like this.

But I can't force what's fate and I don't know why I keep on seeing the same guy all over again.

I mean really, where is all the good guy?
Where are they hiding?

This time I give up,
Maybe love isn't my thing.

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