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orang kate cinta itu indah.orang kate cinta itu penyeri hidup.orang kate cinta itu segalanya.mase awal2 bercinta boleh lah keluarkan statement macam tu kan?kalau dah gadoh?ade lagi tak pikir sume ni?tak de kan?mesti maki2 la ape la kan?

tu perkara biasa.being in a relationship is hard.who am i to judge?who am i to comment?i used to be in love and i know how tough it is.susah sgt kalau dah bercinta.love isnt something like fairytale.trust me its not.there's a lot of hurdles.dia ade peringkat2 dia.sesiape yg pernah tgk 3r mesti ingt satu scene ni yg dia teringat pasal ex dia.cane dorang couple.the 1st 6 month cane then 1 year cane.aku pernah alami semua itu.bukan aku nak cakap aku benci kat ex aku.tp mmg betol ckp dia mmg byk memori indah dari pahit.but still a decision is a decision kan?

anyway,aku mmg susah nak percaye bahwa cinta itu indah.sampai ke harini aku masih tak dapat nak percaye betape indahnye cinta ni.tapi aku suke tgk kakak ngn abg aku yg bahagia dgn relationship dorg.aku?hehe.bukan mase nye lagi kot?im too young for a commitment(i hope u understand).im too young to be settling down.there's many thing's too explore.banyak lagi benda yang aku perlu buat.banyak benda yang aku perlu kejar.belum sampai waktunye untuk aku duduk rilex and focus pada 1 benda je.org seperti aku mmg susah untuk settle down.mmg susah untuk focus pada 1 benda je.bak kate mama aku suke buat kerja byk2 tp xpernah nak selesai.no im not someone who take things for granted.bukan begitu.aku cume suke something yg less complicated.something simple and rilex.sebab tu orang kate ketrampilan seseorg itu mencermin kan sifat sebenar org tu.

aku mmg jenis simple.pakai tshirt jeans siper beg dah jalan.xperlu nak byk accessories takat jam kat tgn belah kiri ngn rantai yg xpenah bukak sejak dpt time bday ni dah.tu je.even kekwn pun ckp aku mmg jenis yg simple.so it really shows who i am.i am simple.sebab tu aku xsuke something yg complicated and buat aku serabot.sebab itu aku single.sorry kalau ade yg terase.ni bukan buke pekung di dada.ni cume satu luahan.ape gune ade blog kalau hanya post yang tah pape and bukan tempat untuk meluahkan kan?janji belapis.ye aku tawu aku kena banyak menjaga hati org.so my post is not gonna be that obvious.no worries.

so kpd sesape yg dah berpunye ke or baru2 kapel tu please belajar la mengenali ur partner.jgn pernah ade "aku salu betol dia salu salah".kena ade give and take.kalau x mmg sia2 la korg couple.sedangkan kahwin pun boleh cerai apekan lagi couple kan?tu yg merunsingkan aku sebenarnye.i mean.whats the point?kalau ye pun aku kahwin.kalau 1 of us berubah cane?pastu cerai?xkn nk kawen lagi?kan?kalau aku couple lagi lepas ni lepas tu xleh ngam lagi break lagi la kan mksdnye?is that what u called love?sigh.i dunno what love is really.aku sendiri tak paham.kalau aku tanye mama dia akn jwb ke ah?ke dia akn baling periuk tu kat muke aku kang?haha.so kalau aku google pun bukan dapat jwpn.kalau wikipedia pun sama gak.even kamus pun tak dapat nak memberi aku satu jawapan yg power tok aku menutup mulut aku ni.kalau based on past relationship mmg aku tak dpt nk mencarik jwpn tu lagi.

mungkin sebab tula aku dpt title "heartless".ntah maybe aku sampai bile2 tak kan couple lagi.sesiapa yg dapat merubah anggapan aku tentang cinta ni mmg akan bakal menjadik husband la.tp kalau ko pun tunggang tebalik xde pendirian bek lupekan la hasrat tu.aku bukan untuk bahan mainan sesiape.aku takde mase untuk main2 dengan sesiape.kalau ko ade menyimpan hasrat nak kat aku be a man and let the best men win.so far ni xde sape lagi yg dapat meluluhkan hati ni.im not playing around man.and not playing hard to get.mmg aku mcmni.its hard to get me.its hard to win my heart or to earn my trust.im not being picky or fussy.i mean its not a harm pun kan kalo aku cerewet?bukan nye aku set the bar too high.mmg kalau nak aku nk org yg bebetol kali ni.bukan main2 takat 2 3 bulan then break.bek g mati je kat ko.kalau aku mls nk lyn jgn lak nak salahkan aku k?seriously aku xde perasaan langsung nak in a relationship.so dont waste ur time for me.i might be playing games with you.XOXO

haha.til then.LATER~

test two (curik dr nana lagi)

• A kind of person you will be attracted to in a real life situation is those who have a split personality; cold as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.
• (sumpah xphm)
• In the process of courtship, the approach that makes you feel irresistible is being patient.
• Never giving up on you is important.
• (betol2)
• The impression you'd like to give to your lover is stylish.
• (haha.maybe laaa)
• One reason that would make you break up with your partner is his or her being ruthless, cold-blooded or ironic.
• (truuuueeeee)
• The kind of relationship you'd like to build with your partner is a relationship that makes you always feel warm and in love.
• (correct)
• Would you commit adultery? Society and morality worry you. You wouldn't do anything wrong after marriage.
• (clueless???)
• About marriage, you've always wanted to get married, but in fact, you don't even know what it really is.
• (penipu nii.aaaa)
• About love, at this moment, you are quite self-centered. You think of love as something you can get and trash anytime you want.
• (ouchh!sentap.so not ok?)

random

cant stop listening to adam lambert-time for miracle.i dont know why i love that song so much.it sorta releasing my tension.tension pasal ape?ade laaa.

seriously i cant wait for my PT coz i want to buy a lots of stuff.haha.as what my twinny said.retail therapy is the best therapy in the world.im eyeing my eyes on this cute jacket at this online boutique and few dresses and skirts.gahh.there's a lot that i wanna buy.

can anyone tell me how to lose 5KG?i have no determine what so ever for diet nor exercise.is it possible?my upper body is kinda big my lower body is just fine.im trying to gettin this face thin.trying to get a flat abs. trying to get a smaller arms.gahhh!tension!!

i dont know why but since im single im starting to feel not comfortable with my self.i mean low self esteem.i find myself malu2 infront of guys especially the one that i loike.haha.except for my peeps tu pegi mampus la depan dorg.xkesah pun.haha.so i have a theory that said i have to lose 5 kilo to look stunning.haha.is that a smart move or a stupid move?well when i saw hanis zalikha's profile and saw her pictures i was so amazed.then when i found out that we have the same height i straight away have a new resolution.i want to lose 5 kilos to have a slim figure.hanis zalikha u inspired me.thank you.*winks*

ow my friends kept saying that im confused AKA bisex.wtf right?im super straight ok?haha.i know im single and i have no scandal or flings and what so ever but that doesnt makes me confused aite?and there were this quiz that i've tried at facebook.something about valentine list or something.so my list was almost all female and ttbe sesat wan at no 2.there's 5 of 'em and only one guy was listed.so my friend said that that proves everything.damnnn girl.cane laki nak approach aku kalau dah ade yg ckp aku bisex then ade yg bhn aku ngn A bukan name sebenar?sigh.

anyhow, since im single there's this 3 guys who tried to tackled me.haha.it was preety funny cos they gave me the same pick up line and it was "bf sihat?" when i told 'em im single "oh really?sebenarnye i dah lama usha u tp sebab u ade bf i mls la nak kacau.so bile i tawu u single ni mmg i nk try la".haha.sumpah tak tipu its the same pickup line that they gave me.and of course la aku mls nk lyn.im so not ready and sorta geli.plus dorg not my taste la.yeah i know i should not have to be so picky and fussy but what to do?i've gotta choose it wisely right?im not desperate and im still young.there's many things that i need to accomplished.so i might gonna be single for quite a long time people.but part time lover nye borang still ade tempat kosong yg banyak.haha.

to fill in the form u've gotta have a great body.bukan kepeng bukan gemok.taller than me and im 169cm FYI.muke yg market sedap mate memandang la org kate.most important thing is muke chinese look.gotta have a fair or tanned skin not dark skin ok?short hair spiky/fauxhawk especially.someone who drive and own a car is a big plus.someone who is willing to spend his money for me on every date is a bigger plus.someone who have a good voice and knows how to play the guitar will always gonna melt me.hahah.other than that of course a good personality.and someone with humour and talkative is an A plus.ok dah start mengarot ni.i better get to sleep now.LATER~

get to know me self

this is a quiz that i read from nana's blog so if u wanna try just click here http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

this is my result and please stop laughing.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

(trust me im so not friendly ok?intelligent?kalo x dah grad ngn dekan dah)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

(serious?i like someone with humour ok?betol la xjudge a book by its cover)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

(pale hotak!!hahahha.sgt tipu)

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

(eeuuuww.seductive?flirt tu sikit la.haha.)

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

(betol sgt.)

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

(many goals?haha.correct)

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

(yeap2)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

(excuse me??so nott ok?im not trying my hard to fit in.i know im awkward but puhliss.haha)

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

(babi ni sumpah sentap!moods changing.haha.)

knocked up real good

slumber party at my house was awesome man.had fun with 'em.hehe.watch movies back to back.gossiping the whole night.it was the best slumber party ever.i cant tell u any more details ok?coz i've been told that there's a few people out there yg been stalking my blog.so i've gotta be careful with my post and words.

yang penting aku dapat ape yang aku nak.lalalala.thats all for now.LATER~

shiverss

today sadly my mum went to JB to meet her siblings.im too lazy to follow.haha.so yeah im all alone today.im hoping that my girlfriends will cheer me up today and tomorrow.hihik.

obviously im going out today.dunno where to go with my peeps.dahlh camera xde ni.dang!haha.baru je nak gedik2 snap snap photo.

owh have i mention how badly i want a body just like hanis zalikha?haha.errr hanis if u terbace blog ni im so not a psycho ok?i just like your body.slim and tall and long legs.we have the same height but you're way way thinner than me.im 55kg and you're 50kg.my ideal weight that i want for this year.hikss.

perhaps then i can apply for a modelling or FA kan?(berangan sgt).chat with my lect few days a go.he asked me what is my plan.so i said im waiting for a part time job which I've already sent the resume a week ago and still no response.so he said "why dont you try modelling". i thought he was just kidding but he said that he's serious.he said i have the potential bla3.(kembang la sekejap).but i dont think they want a size 6 model kan?plus size model pun size 8 and 10.plus im not even close to photogenic.sigh.

friend said the best solution is to audition for AF 8.nak mampos agaknye budak tu.suara macam katak panggil hujan ade hati nak suruh aku masok AF.belum pape dah kena reject.malu je.hahahaha.OHH!last two week my sis called me and said "weh!im going to fucking LONDON next month baby!".pukimak betol.benci aku.then there was a pause.she continued."im trying my best to provoke mama to come along and bwk ko".as usual i'll scream like a fag got.then she said "so u have to pray real hard that ur mum will go".fucking damn weh!i so wanna go ok?please mama.only once.i know u have a lot of money kan?haha.

so please pray for my happiness ok semua?haha.u know what?its getting really cold here at nana's store and super sleepy.so i better go before i cant feel my hands.its getting pretty numb.so LATER~

saya

harini aku kena lagi.kena ape?kena bahan.bajet harini lepak berdua bajet2 bedating honeymoon ngn harit.upenye datang lagi malaon 2 eko ni.baru je borak2 gelak2 muncul chip.aku buat la muke pelik.bile mase lak aku ade text org suh dtg pak li?buat status kat fb pun x.haha.

lepas chip aki pulak.aku tawu sgt.kalau dorg dua ade mmg tag team bahan aku.belum ape2 lagi kena bantai ngn dorg."weh mane laki ko?xsuruh dia lepak skali ke?".aku mampu senyum je.bile mase la pulak aku ni berstatus IN RELATIONSHIP?sorg2 suruh aku text dia.(padahal xtau aku dah text dulu tadi before sampai tawu dah dia xde).ekeke.

yang kelaka nye dorg ni leh cakap2 pasal perempuan.haha.chip la kan?sape xkenal?haha.aku pun layankan jela dia nak menggatal.ingatkan suke kat pmpn pakai hot pantz ke.pakai stok xcukup kain ke.upenye alahaiii.gitu rupenye taste dia.haha.suke yg pakai simple gile.jeans and tshirt.muke putih2.kecik2.kurus.sumpah kelaka la.ingt high taste sgt la kan mamat ni.yela model la katekan?hahha.

pastu xhabis2."hi name saya firdaus".penat aku dgr tp ckp kat meja ktorg je.kalau yg dgr pun gay meja seblah jelah.hahah.kelaka jugak la suare gay meja seblah tu nok.aku dgr rase mcm nak join je.memondan sekali ngn dorg best jugak aku dgr cite dorg.ahhaha.lama mak xmemondan ni nok.sik kawan ngn org straight je kan sekarang ni?haha.macam ni hidop orang tak bekerja.tak ade hala tuju.tak belajar.

tadi membe aku text."weh lect kate kalo xde muet uitm tak nak terima".itu jammm.aku rase nak nanges.menyesal gile babi aku xg exam tu dulu.even bwh band 3 pun xleh smbg.bapak ah high demand uitm ni.bencik lak aku.aku nk g pun sbb pk mls nk hutg byk2 di usia mude ini.aishhh.mude2 dah hutang 19500.macam mane nak bayar tu?dahlah PT xmasok2 lagi ni.janji 24 january.burit dia la.penipu mcm haram.kalau xdpt masok intake july ni mmg aku pekerja la lepas ni.xpun provoke bapak aku."bahhh nak belaja kat LKW".hahaha.harapan la dia nk sponsor aku belaja kat LKW.mati hidup balik pun xkn nye.

kecewanye dengan hidop ni.dahlah single.xbelajar.xde kerja.xde hala tuju.future tunggang langgang.ape la nasib badan ni.haihhh.k la lagi lama lagi merepek lak.LATER~

YOU

"I wanna kiss you,but if i do then i might miss you babe,its complicated and stupid,got my ass squeezed by sexy cupid,guess he wants to play,wants to play,a love game,a love game"



what on earth am i trying to say hah?nothing much actually.just think that i want to dedicate this song to someone.siape?hahhhhh.adelah kan?

sumpah mak xde perasaan kat dia nokkks.saje je menggedik nak dedicate lagu ni kat dia.xsalah kan?hehe.tp jgn nak mengada cakap aku dah move ke ape ok?

hehhehehehehhehehheheehheeehe.*evil laugh*LATER~

Soooofttt and Sloooow Baby...

went out with my girls.spending the whole day with 'em is awesome and of course tiring as hell.but it was worth it.met new peeps.and surprisingly me L talks a lot that night.i became friendly and outgoing all of the sudden.weird huh?i know.no its not the end of the world.sighh.

but the best thing is F and W used to be my housemates and i sorta didnt get along with 'em last time and i did get along with them on that night.its like a miracle or something.dunno where i learn to be so outgoing.haha.its nice to finally have a lot of friends.even with the guys pun.dah grad baru rapat.isnt it funny?

after a great night i went out with my other friend.just chilling out at mamak and chit chatting for awhile.then i've received a text."cepat la sikit balik".i laughed and continued chit chatting.kacau daun betol org nak gosip.so after half and hour ktorg gerak.my friend sent me home ofcourse.before i went out of the car as usual dgn membe xoxo at cheek.

masok2 rumah dorg tnye mcm2.thehehhe.mane leh cite gosip agung lak.what i can describe is sooofttt and slooooow pasal gosip tersebot.lalalala.

then next day woke up late and was supposed to go for an interview but i didnt go ofcourse.then i have to go settle some things at my college.was rushinng like hell and finally everything is settled.fuhhh.i can stop sighING now.haha.on the evening my GFs sent me home and it was raining like shit.so we stop at the nearest starbucks and i had a hot nice caramel latte.feels like heaven that time.haha.then after the rain stop i went back.after a few hours i strted to feel cold and having a headache.

i went straight to bed then at 5 o 6 am i woke up cz of a terrible flu.darn.i was so in a fucking pain i tell cha.then carik la any meds that i can and try to calm down with facebookING for Y for awhile.then went straight to bed.i woke up at 2 o 3 pm just now and feel so much better.no more running nose and sore throat.i've received a lots of texts and calls from friends.they want me to hang out with 'em.but too bad im not feeling well.i really need my time off people.perhaps on monday i'll hangout with ya'll aite?besides bukan ke kite tetiap ari lepak?hahha.

gotta go now.really2 want to go out to find a magazine to fill in my boredom.so LATER~

panasss ati ni broo

weehhhh kimak la kan kalo kena kencing?aku tanye lok2 ni ko nak kencing aku gak.datang baran aku sat g len jadiknye bro.aku speechless la ko wat aku macamni.tak sanggop aku hadapi sume menda ni lagi.tak kan aku nak buang membe lagi?nak gado lagi?menda sebab pasal maruah aku lak.ko beragak sikit nak cite poom pun.kalo bersalah ckp la sorry atleast and dont deny it and blame it to others.pantang nye aku org kencing aku.aku pikir ko lagi tua je aku malas nak kuang aja ngn ko.

mmg la aku selama ni senyum je kena bahan sume.tp kalau dah rahsia sal maruah aku nak open story mmg ko ni bukan membe tapi lahanat la.ko suke la org bhn aku.selama ni aku senyum diam gegelak tu aku fake je.xkan tiap kali kena aku nk meradang?kalau macamni baek aku carik membe lain je.asal lepak je nak bahan.penat sial.macam aku ni xde ati ngn perasaan lak kan?menda personal lak ko cite bro.mmg lahanat habis la.jgn aku buat ko cane aku buat ngn bekas membe ko gak weh.aku pantang tol org hipokrit ni.ko tawu aku baran ko jgn carik pasal ngn aku.aku mmg sporting pada dasarnye tp kalau ko dah over limit membe xmembe tua xtua mmg ko dasar bangsat la.

hahhh sampai bile nak jage hati org kalau org xreti nak jage hati aku?ade ke ko tnye aku ok ke x.bile aku ngah berangin ko ckp muke ketat bla3.lagi ko nak bahan aku.fine aku diam je.tp kalau ko dah sampai leh cite kat org sal menda cani mmg aku akan was2 la nak membe ngn ko dah.jgn tnye kenape la aku jrg lepak ngn ko dah.kalo jumpe pun aku buat muke fake.ko col msg aku xnk layan.jgn sampai aku ckp aku tawar ati bro.aku dah tawar ati mmg ko leh g mampos jela.ko jgn cabar aku nye tahap kesabaran.ye aku pmpn tp ko dah wat palat mmg aku xde dah lemah lembot keperempuanan tu dah mmg perangai jantan aku kua la.ko betol2 wat aku speechless ngn perangai ko la.

lelakik!

ttbe dapat call dari abah. suh datang summit sebab nak makan.aku pun ngn selengenye g la mandi siap2 sme.kua2 je jalan tak nak jam pulak kan?aku pun buat la pusingan kat depan pyramid tu.xke jauh tu?haha.mampos la janji aku xstuck depan metropolitan tu.sampai2 je aku g ah parking aku cm selenge gile nak masok mane aku men masok ah.sekalik jalan punye jalan tgk2 dah kat tmpt exit.haduih.aku pun ngn tegarnye g reverse.xnk kena horn lak kan?haha.wa jiwa kental ngn pakai shades cover malu.ahha.sib bek ade parking kalo x malu sial aku nk reverse spng2 jalan tu.

sumpah aku xleh nak buat ape2 kalo baru pas bgn tido.comfirm otak selenge gile.haha.dah bis makan aku chow ah kan?nk reverse kua dari parking.jazz belakang ni park xnk dekat gile la aku pun reverse ah skit2.ttbe dia leh bntai horn mcm sial.bukan nk reverse sikit.xgune punye cine makan babi.geram aku.nak je aku kua keta n gado.eee.sib bek bapak aku ade kalo x mmg aku dah begado dah.

then kua2 je jam.aku pandang la keta ni.kenari merah.fuhhh!mamat ensem siot.usha jela dia kan?dia senyum aku pun senyum la.hahaha.menggeletis sial aku ni.ekeke.so sampai2 umah aku pun tgu la hero2 tu sume nak colek aku.janji pukul 6.30 gerak.tgk2 kol 7 pun xgerak2 lagi.alih2 smpi umh aku pukul 8.movie pukul 8.terbahek kan?

aku dah pelik bile nk masok keta.pesal seat depan tu kosong.A tol2 drebar ni.upenye dorg suh aku dok seblah dia.kuaja.cube bygkan sepanjang perjalanan tu kena bahan ngn dorg.pgl aku mama A papa.aramjadah betol dorg tu.dahlah A drive mcm F1.sib bek aku dah biase drive cmtu.haha.so leh lek lagi la.hehe.

masok2 movie dah pukul 8.45.baru je duduk sume leh bantai gelak.bodo ah.sumpah lawak do cite adnan sempit tu.hehe.mmg i syorkan anda semua untuk menonton nye ok?then lepas wayang lepak mkn jap kat sunway damansara.kedai original kayu.itu jam smbg bhn aku lgi.yg aku xthn tu dorg leh nyanyi lagu memcm tok aku and A.sialan betol la.aku boleh buat ape je?senyum jela kan?mmg kena kaw2 la semalam.damn.pipih aku dgr semua bahan tu.

yg best lagi pas anta harit.tgl aku ngn dorg jela kt keta.lagi kaw2 dorg bhn.lagu ONLY ONE-YELLOWCARD.dorg leh bantai nyanyi kekuat ckp tu lagu A bg tok aku.kuaja gile ow.smpi2 umah slm ah tgn dorg.ttbe wan "weh ko xnk wat pape ke kat A?ktorg xkesah tutup mate bg privacy",sumpah yg ni aku rase nak bukak pintu and ade keta langgar aku time tu gak.siot gile dorg tu.but pape pun bestla lepak ngn all guys je semalam walaupun aku di buli sebb aku sorg je pmpn.haha.xsbr nk mengendalikan futsal ngn dorg kang.lama xberfutsal.hoho.LATER~

haram itu haram

lately ni kerja asik nak kua je.hehe.membe makin bertambah ni payah gak hidop.bile kua je ade part aku diam.ade part aku masok air sgt2.kenape aku diam?sebb dah overdose masuk air.sumpah penat sgt sekarang ni.sebab keja balik pagi2 je.mane tak mate lebam je selalu.dah macam org stone.ngalahkan kot?hehe

hari jumaat aritu g barbeque umah nana.sumpah lambat gile babi sampai.haha.sebab ape?hahh.ptg tu rara keta leh pulak rosak.so aku kena la teman dia g sane sini.so tup2 dah pukul 9 mlm.mandi2 pe sme kol 10 cmtu baru smpi umah nana.kua keta aku jalan depan sikit je dari keta semua jerit.aku dah pehal la dorg ni.ttbe ade org jerit "woi baju nak sama putih je".aku dah blur.apekah ini?upenye A pun pakai baju putih.sial la dorg bahan aku.

belum sempat masok dah kena bahan cane?damn!aku terus tacing and g tempat lain.wat2 xnampak je A tu.ahhaha.then amik air borak2.jumpe la budak class aku yg aku rapat.then lepak la lua jap sebab paeh kate nak datang.aku teman la lena jap.then tgk2 edy datang.birthday boy lak ritu.aku masok2 je aku jumpe edy.wish birthday.dia ckp "hey!lama xjumpe u.u look different and kinda tall.why?hhehe".aku pulak pakai siper tgi aku tu yg nampak enormous nye tgi kan?makin comel lak dia bile dah lama sangat xjumpe ni.haha.

pastu makan la kepsi sb bbq mcm xde pape kan?haha.makan la due ketol.xleh bla.nak duduk je ttbe wan jerit "L!!meh la duduk sini.asal jauh sgt ngn A.".sialan betol dia tu.sume ah bahan aku time tu.ngn rara, ika, aki sme la.kuajaq.plg kaw2 wan and chip la.plg suke.mak redha jela nok kena bahan.lawan pun kena diam pun kena.baek aku gelak and senyum je.

bestla lepak BBQ tu.pat reunion sekejap.hehe.rindu ah kat dak2 class.suasana class.ishkk.so next day aku tak tido sebab aku teman rara.eh tp sebab aku g lepak wangsa sebab hati xtenang.ye aku lepak ngn A sekali.dah dekat ngn umah dia.xyah nk bahan ye?haha.so sebab aku xtido teman rara tgu pormen keta bodo dia tu.tgk2 smpi kesudah xdtg2.kecewa aku jah.sebab tu aku xleh tido.then next day kua g BB.jumpe la my peberet man.Arap ma man.haha.best gile pulak kan?lama xlepak ngn laki tu.

memcm ayat baru kua that day.haha.then secare ttbe tema that day.black and white.haih peberet aku "congai wang".hahahha.ampun mak ayam!haha.arap yg ingtkan aku tadi.lalalala.pas balik dari BB ttbe aku rase malas sgt nk anta lena balik.so aku angkot dia g umh aku.haha.so kena la anta arit balik dulu.ttbe dia text2 sesenyum.dorg leh nyanyi2 lagu "my baby you".aku dah.pehal dorg ni kan?wat bodo jela.ngah drive2 dorg gegelak lagi.aku pun rmpas la hp harit.upenye ajk A g lepak kat shah alam.kuaja tol.then bhn2 aku.

so kena la amik kat bintang.dah la lama nak tgu mamat ni makeup.haha.upenye umah dia kat depan ktorg tgu jauh gile.dahlah kaki tempang.haha.ian2.so lepakla kat pakli.smpi lebam lepak sana.gile babi betol.ttbe aki pun leh join.haha.kena bahan lagi aku.kimak saja.haha.mak redha lagi.balik2 umah dorg ajk g mekdi.dasar xreti kenyg dorg tu.haha.lepak kat umh makan2 jap terus tido.next day kena g wangsa lak.aaa.leh mati aku time tu.sib bek la sponsor je sme.hehe.dapat aku parents baru.ahaks.dahlah comel je parents rara tu.hehe.

ngn parents rara pun dorg nk bahan aku gak.kuaja tol.ckp sal A.kecoh xkecoh la dorg ni kan?hahah.damn!then mlm tu smbg lepak lgi.lepak kat cheras lak anta lena balik.ye aku tawu mmg aku keja melepak je.hahaha.adoi penat kot?harini g collge.setelkan muet.then terjumpe aina.mmg best la borak2 sb lama xjmpe.dh bis borak rancak ttbe je."weh ape cer!!aku dgr name ko Lyanna Hambali sekarang".xke babi tu namenye?jmpe2 terus bahan aku.hahaha.aku diam jela kan.mampu senyum je.kuaja tol dorg ni.bhn aku makin lama makin parah.haha

then malam ttbe nana ajk lepak.peh gile betol seyh.mmg sederet aku kua kali ni.esok comfirm kat wayang aku flat habis la.esk nak g tengok wayang ADNAN SEMPIT ngn my guys!haha.aku sorg je pmpn.lek je kua ngn laki rmi2.jadik mak ayam jual anak2 ikan.hahaha.ok la time to sleep.LATER~

cant get u outta my mind

hahhh!i know you must be thinking that i have move on kan?naahhh.i cant stop thinking about this jacket and skirt at cotton on.gahhh.i have to buy it tomorrow!haha.

owh guess what?all of a sudden i feel like straightening my hair cause im sick of this curly hair.feel like its so disturbing.i dunno why i feel that way.maybe cause when its curly it doesnt look long.and its making me look even more messier than i am before.haha.so maybe after i get my PT i'll probably will straighten it or highlight it.its either 2.yeah i know my hair is gonna even more damaged than it is.atleast im satisfied with what im doing.

so how i've been doing now?nothing much actually.just been hanging out with friends a lot.till my mom called me "Kutu rayau".i was like what deeee!tp redha jela.im happy with my life now.i cant wait to send my resume and work.i really really need a job ASAP.so my last resort is to apply to be a baristas at Starbucks Subang Jaya.which franchise?im not gonna tell.haha.there's this hot guy there though.so its kinda worth it to work there aite?haha.

i want to keep my hair long just like miley.i know!i've been blabbering bout keeping my hair since last year.but hello?its hard ok?especially if you have type of hair like i do.u surely will feel like chopping it off.chop it off just like rihanna's hair.aaahh!i adore her so much.no i worship her.thats the correct word.

i have a barbeque (ala2 reunion) tomorrow at damansara.cant wait to meet all my friends.mish 'em so much.i hope that my college friends akan pergi.please dont let me down man.i dont have any idea what to wear.cause its a barbeque so u must wear something appropriate which u will be comfortable,less sweating or something.u know?something chill to wear.i'll definite not gonna wear long jeans.i'll be wearing shorts of cos.i know i'll be sweating like hell.and something cotton.haha.hairs down as usual cz i'll be looking like a freak with tying my hair.i dont know why.

thats why i want to slim down.no im gonna be extremely skinny people.chill ok?im just gonna lose another 5 kilos.especially on my tummy and lengan and betis.hehe.owh n my cheek too.more jaw less cheek bone.hahaha.i gotta go now.i have to be my mums slaves tomorrow.pffttt!LATER~

vampire assistant

i woke up early today.suprisingly kan?i know.but its not secara rela ok?hehe.gotta anta keta ke workshop.guess where?setapak ok?xnak jauh kan?mampos.so after hanta keta terus menuju ke ptptpu.sampai je naek tingkt 9.dia ckp aku xmik surat perjanjian.aku dah cam "hah?bile mase anta?xpenah dapat pun?".bodo betol taw posmen sabotaj aku.then g plak tingkat 6 jmpe en khairul.dia ckp kena tgu U aku approve bla3 baru leh issue duit.ok fine pastu mak aku leh plak g beborak memcm.dari menda nk sekejap leh jadi lama gile.hahaha.memcm dia suh check.abg aku nye la.akak aku nye la.aku dahlah ngah lapa.thn jela kan?hehe.

so after lunch terus g setapak balik.amik keta.ngah drive2 ttbe dgr lagik bunyik kt tayar belah kanan.xgune dia xcheck tol2.so esok kena g balik la jawabnye.fuck!huh!oh lupe nk cite.tadi mak aku drive dr damansara nk g setapak.ikot la jalan KL.ade trafic light mak aku leh bantai langgar lampu merah.ttbe muncul polis.haha.itu jam dia menggelabah.then pesan g baring ckp kamu sakit.aku dah hah?terbaheekk gak.then polis dtg mak aku ckp aku skt perot.aku pun belakon ngn jayanye wat muke ngh nazak.ahhaha.polis pun pecaye la.(mybe sebab aku comel kot?hahahahaha!!!).then lepas la kan?aku gegelak msg kat lena.hahaha.mak aku dah chuak2 dah.sengal gak mak aku ni.kuat gebang gak dia.haha

so on the way nak balik umah ttbe je sakit perot gile smpi peluh2.dalam ati aku "aii ni cm badi je gebang polis?ahhaha".aku pun speed la kan?pdhl bwk kancil je berangan laju.100 pun mcm nk tercabot body keta.hahaa.sampai2 je terus membuat ape yg patot.baru je baring lena msg aku."weh tgk wyg jom!".aku dah kepala hotak dia aku baru g KL suh pth lik.then dia call ckp ade taki and tgk vampire assistant aku pun terus la in dilemma.then ckp pukul 5 wayang.call aku kol 4.terbahekk!aku pun terus pakai baju kua and drive xnak mcm org gile lak.ikot la jlan DUKE.confident je masok jalan semarak ttbe slh jln ade kt kpg baru dh.hahaha.pth balik carik parking pe sme.tgk2 wyg kol 5.15.kuaja x kuaja tu name nye?hahaha.

tp cite ni mmg best.kelaka wlupun bosan sikit.then adela kapel depan aku ni.leh pulak wat wyg kan?comolot la ape bagai.peh xnk lama lak kan?aku dah."eh2 nak tgk wyg mane ni."ahhaa.habis wyg pun comolot pe bagai sme.dashyat kan?haha.so lepas tu aku g la makan kat nasi ayam terbahek tu.dap weh.konyg sgt.then text la apek ckp aku mahu pics.so pas mkn g la jumpe apek kat wangsa.

lepak2 xsangke lak dah kol 12.gile lama lepak kat NZ tu kan?then ttbe ujan sme belari msk dalam.ttbe mamak tu bg bil.rm6.30.apek dtg lmbt tadi.so aku n lena suh dia byr sb dia dtg lambat.dia pun bukak wallet.ingtkan memain upenye betol dia byr.haha.maseh ye APEK HAMBALI.hahaha.heharap xde sape la yg berkenaan yg bace blog ni.kalo ade mampos aku kena bhn lagi.xsanggop aku.xsheronok(bak kate lena).haha.balik2 je tgk2 sme dah masok jalan lain.dahlah aku drive solo kan?so cam pelik la balik kol 12 n drive solo.aku redha jela pape jadik kan?drive laju gile sb chuak.haha.akhirnye sampai gak.hehe.ok thats all.LATER~

YOU

ye aku mmg ego.aku panas baran.aku garang dan aku degil.tu mmg perangai terok aku.kepada seorang insan ni.aku nak mintak maaf sebab kan perangai aku tu.aku tawu aritu anda melenting tu sebenarnye ape yang terbuku kat hati anda kan?xpelah benda dah lepas tak boleh nak buat ape.

aku nak ucapkan terima kasih for all the wonderful moments sepanjang we're together. tak boleh dinafikan aku happy and u're the best.thank you for taking good care of me.thank you for all your time.i know its such a waste of 2 whole years.i know that u're not ok with it.im sorry for my decisions but i really think we're not meant to be together.aku xboleh nak tipu diri aku sendiri dan xsanggop nak tipu diri anda.terpulang la kepada sesiapa yg bace ni pk aku ade laki lain.(g mampos sama ko)

well its actually hard for me to leave.i really do.but i have to.and im sorry.thanks for being such a great guy.the coolest.the warmest.the best.

i wish all the best for you.hope u have a greater life.a better one without me.take good care of yourself.kalau ade jodoh kite jumpe lagi.

ku tak sangka....

sumpah tak tipu aku jumpe neo.hahhh!!!neo mane?bukan penyanyi tu ok?tapi neo tari tirana.grrr.body dia superb dan dan rmbt dia agk off skit la tadik.heheh.tp xpe tetap aku shukew.wahhhh!miang sgt ye aku?heheh.sumpah tadi macam nak g kat dia n ckp "neo!nak siiigggnn!".wahhahaha.tp aku maintain cool.pape rep kena jage ok?ramai orang lak tadi.

tadi sebenarnye plan sebenar nak ke rumah lena je.beborak jumpe mak kedua aku.haha.gosip2 ape yang patot dan bagik la khazanah pmpn tu yg tertgl kat umah ni.tp smpi2 je perot aku dah kruhhh3 tanda lapa.aku ajak dorg makan.sekalik mik kaw.sampai ke bukit bintg aku pegi sial.hahahaha.semata2 nak makan ape?bihun sup dgg kitarooo.sedap ok?korg patot rase.dahlah tadi ade la satu geng ni seblah meja ktorg.pepndg aku.aku ingatkan eyeliner aku ni sememeh ke ape.upenye telan air liur tgk aku menikmati bihun sup.haha.dia pndg je.pndg smbl telan air liur.dok ckp2 kat bf dia.alih2 bape min lepas tu terus order menda sama.yg kelaka tu dia ckp."ane nak bihun sup" ane tu "dgg ka ayam?" pmpn tu pndg2 aku.jenguk yg xcover lgsg la kan? pmpn tu "hmmmh dgg la eh xnak la bg aym".aku dah tegelak2 dah.dorg plak blur tgk aku.

yelah mungkin ingt aku ni ngah gile bayang kan?haha.stone tgh menikmati bihun sup.hehe.pdhl aku gelak kan pmpn tu.sumpah xleh bla.kalo ye pun mtk la salam dlu.betrtnye ape yg aku makan yg menyelerakan tu.haha.ni x dok pndg2.lawak sungguh manusia kan?hehe.

lepas je makan ttbe pmpn gile ni suggest g ampang.aku dah nak lomah jantung dgr.(dlm otk pk pkol bape aku nk lik ni).aku pun ok jela yelah lama x jumpe GF kesygn aku ni.haha.so lepak jela kat andalus.teman org shisha.lepak2 pastu ttbe ade call.ade lagi org nak join aku ok jela (meniti mase gak la takot lik lmbt).upenye si mon ngn fatin dtg.aku ingt kan sape la betuah sgt tu.haha.lama xlepak ngn mon.bellngn sue je xlepas rindu lg ni.ishk.pastu as usual membahan org baru lepak ni.hahaha.ian fatin kena bhn.sabo jela jah.ahhaha.pastu ade call lg.ade lagi yg nak dtg.mmg best.2 org gerak 2 org datang lak.lepas tu.tmbh lg 2 org.lepas tu tmbh lg 2 org.tp table 1 je.xke mampos tu?air dah begelas2 dah.hahaha.tup2 pkol 2 pgi baru gerak pulang.sib bek la mama i xcall2 suh pulang.

mmg lepak smpi lebam namenye ni.haha.gitu la kan?org xde duit tapi bajet berduit.ahahah.sib bek la tong2 segala menda.pulang2 je akak aku call suh pulang padahal dah kat gate dah ni.upenye ank dia xleh tido.siot suh aku jage.sib bek la anak buah kesayangan kan?hehe.smpi2 je gemok tu terus bukak mate.senyum2.sengih2.rindu kat aku jugak la tu kan?haha.sumpah comel gile ok?lama gile xjumpe excited aku tgk dia.pat pelok ciom dia yg gemok tu.hahh so terjawab la ngn sape aku rindu selama ni.hehe.

esok mahu spend time ngn gemok yg shomel ni.nak pelok ciom dia.lama sgt dah xjumpe.hehe.ok la better get to sleep.mate dah bengkak ni.mantul dah aku ni.LATER~

i want you only you

as usual my title have got nothing to do with my post. well im looking for a skirt or a dress.i dont know why im so interested with it.so im gonna get it.i saw one at topshop and yeah i have no money yet so goodbye topshop.YES is gonna be end soon i know.so im hoping for the chinese new year's sale only.haha.

oh and i dont give a shit what ever people wants to say about me. well hello?im turning 21 this year so i've gotta change my style to messy to sophisticated and elegant.hehe.no for real i really would want to be one.sort of blair warldorf's and olivia palermo style.im loving blair's style even more now.it is preppy as usual but a lil touch of elegance with it.

maybe i'll start wearing stilettos when im out.but only with an appropriate time ok?xkan la pegi mamak wearing stilettos?am i stupid or what?im not that bimbo ok?haha.but yeah i'll definitely change my looks for 2010.its not a new resolution shit ok?its just that i think im getting older and its time for to change.please dont laugh.i know i always been the "rock girl" and the "tomboy girl" all this time.but i can change and i know i will still look a lil "rockish".no worries im not gonna be those kind of "plastics" or "gedik".so not me ok?

im getting really sleepy now.good night..LATER~

i dont know

yesterday i was so shocked because ttbe je rozy call aku pun sengal men bukak tutup phone so bile dia call aku terreject la.haha.mase tu dalam wayang so aku menahan sejuk aku men2 la phone aku.hehe.maaf.

then dia call harit.bising2 sme.then cakap ngn aku."asal ko reject?".hehe.sorry saya sengal saya tawu.upenye ade salah paham antara kekwn aku.haih.aku xtau la nak cakap ape kan?aku cm caught in between.AGAIN.

aku xtawu la cane nk redha kan kawan yg sorang ni.dia ngah tension gile lak kan sekarang ni.aku pun xberani nak tegor dia or text dia or call.sebab kang mesti kena maki punye.baek aku buat bodo jela kan?yg pelik tu org ckp aku grg pdhl dorg kalau mara lagi terok dari aku sebab aku mara aku maki2 then aku ok balik.ishk2.

so sekarang aku xtau la ape nak jadik.harit siap mimpi buruk lagi pasal geng kami.adeshh.aku harap kwn aku yg sorg ni dapat la merilex kan kepala dia.redha jela ngn ape yg jadi.kalau aku jadi ko pun babe aku tension gak.aku paham.tp aku xleh nak comment pape.aku cume mampu diam je.

ape2 pun aku harap sangat kekwn aku xbermasam2 muke lagi.risau sangat tgk korg macam ni sebab kan benda bodo je.len la kalau dia tu backstabber ke.rampas laki antara korg ke.cagar laptop ke.kan?tu aku leh la terime nape nak gado kan?aku harap sangat korg semua ok lepas ni.aku sayang korg semua and xpilih side memane.aku neutral as u all know la kan?=).LATER~

why?

isnt it weird whenever a female took a picture with a male or went out with a male people will consider them as an item?cant a female just be friend with a male?is that wrong?

yes this shit happens to me quite a lot.i have a lot of guy friends.but that doesnt makes me as "flirtatious" ok?i mean its not a harm to have an opposite sex as our close friend right?as long as we know our limit.

ok that day i purposely put a default picture at my FB.and hell yeah there were a lot of stupid and ridiculus comments about it.some of them said that dude is my new BF.some say that dude is my new scandal.bla3.i mean come on people?its just a picture for god sake?he's my friend.so what if i took a picture with him while enjoying the ice cream?we didnt even hug each other or make any obscene scene isnt it?

for crying out loud i have my rights to have a guy friend.even my mom is cool with it so why do people out there have to open their blady mouth and bitching about me?as if u got nothing to do?if u have a problem with me come and tell it straight to my face.u dont need to bitch about me or even get excited to see what is my update.its my life.i choose to life what i want.so back off bitches.

err?

bahawasanye saya disini ingin menyata kan bahawa saya L telah di bahan terok oleh rakan2 di facebook. dengan ini saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih dan tahniah untuk mereka.

dengan itu saya mengundur diri dan surrender awal2.cakap la ape korang nak.korang menang.(tepuk tangan)

final results

semalam adelah tarikh keramatnye.4/1/2010.tarikh di mana yang menentukan bahawa aku berjaya atau tidak sepanjang aku belajar di college selenge tu.

bangun je dari tido aku terus online.check result.orang cakap server down pe bagai.aku pun doa2 la leh bukak.hati aku dah dup dap2 ni.sekali.alhamdulillah.dapat gak check result.

result kali ni memuas kan hati walaupun xsegempak rakan yang lain.siap 3.8 semua.cgpa aku pun alhamdullilah naik.aku suke dengan result aku.iye aku dapat dekan kali ni.tapi result final je bukan keseluruhan.ape2 pun aku sangat bangga ngn diri sendiri.

aku nak ucapkan byk2 terima kasih kat group members aku untuk student project and evaluation.especially to nana.sebab kaw la kitorg semua dapat A.thanks sgt2 sebab berkorban banyak sgt.then nak ucap thanks kat 1 classmate sebab kan event kite menjadi.kalau tak tak la aku dapat A untuk event management.lepas tu nak ucapkan banyak2 terima kasih kat semua lecturers sebab dah didik kami dan dah turunkan ilmu kat ktorg.syukur sgt2 sebabkan didikan semua lecturers.terima kasih tak terhingga.

aku nak ucapkan tahniah kat semua MASSCOMM sem 8 dengan pencapaian korg yg amazing sgt2.sebab aku tawu semua orang dapat dekan sem ni.bangge sgt.harap2 kite dapat keep in touch lagi.jumpe lagi di college atau U lain lepas ni.kalau jumpe aku jangan sombong2 k?miss you guys so much.sumpah rindu gile suasana kite dalam class.i hope adela yg akan arrange reunion tok kite.so ape2 just text me thru phone or facebook k guys.till then.LATER~

from subang ke PD n Melaka

haa.aku tawu korg mesti tak caye ngn sape aku g PD and Melaka.sebab aku sendiri tak percaye.haha.aku g sane dengan chip,aki,apek,wan dan kekwn aku. at first malas gile nak pegi.mmg aku tawu ade yg tacing sebab aku xg new year ngn dorg.tp sory la menda last min plan.aku xleh nak buat ape.

so ok aku bgn at 9 late as usual.tgk2 aki ckp dah nak gerak.xke mampos aku kelam kabot nak siap sume.biase la aku ni siap kalahkan tuan puteri gitu.hhaha.sejam aku siap.so aku dah bis siap ttbe nana ckp nak amik.aku pun ok jela.dah otw g KD tgu la dorg ni.bapak lama lak kan?upenye g breakfast dlu.kuaja tol.so after breakfast baru la ktorg gerak.

sepanjang perjalanan tu sangat kelaka.kejap dia ni hilang.kejap ktorg lak yg hilang.ahhaa.lawak2.so finally sampai kat hotel around petang like that.then realise that aku xde kedit sgt.so text org2 penting je.hehe.sampai2 sane kelaparan tahap paranormal.ingtkan nak pegi makan dulu.rupe2nye dak2 ni nak g lepaskan gian nak mandi swimming pool.geram betol aku.terpakse la aku g buang makeup ape bagai.chet.benci taw?dahlah aku dah lama xswimming so jd xreti la kan?malu je.

mula2 mmg la segan malu semua sebab tak biase.lama2 sikit aku dapat la biasekan diri ngn dorg.mmg best sgt.then malam ktorg g fun fair.sumpah fun fair dia xfun lgsg.haha.skt hati aku.aku berangan nak naik menda yg pusing2 tu tp xde sape yg berani.sgt sedeyh.maybe im too extreme kot.cewah.so its kinda late jugak ktorang lik.super duper tired.lepak2 jap then terus tido.

next morning bangun2 semua piki nak mandi pool.tp g makan dulu la.pas makan g mandi pool.gile betol.lepas mandi pool g pantai lak.mau xhitam ktorg semua.ishk.dahlah lupe nk bawak sun block kan?bedal jela.hitam pun hitam la.baru la tanned kan?haha.dah mandi pantai terjun lik kat pool.gile kan ktorg ni?aku dah tak larat ngn pale ttbe migrain naik atas terus mandi and tido.bangun2 je tgk dah malam.so ktorg pun g la makan.aku pulak lupe aku g PD.mmg la makan sme stok pedas je.so aku pun xde la makan sgt.xde selera.tp dorg sume makan kalahkan raksasa.siap tambah2.gile btol.takot aku tgk macam xpernah makan pun ade.hehe.balik2 hotel layan la cite kat tb.tgk harry potter.haha.lawak betol.pdhl aku dah hapal jalan cite.tp tgk jela balik kan?

so our last day.berangan nak bgn pagi and swimming tp punah.sb semua bangun lambat.haha.so siap2 kemas2 bag ape bagai terus ke melaka.sepanjang perjalanan aku kelaparan.aki lak bawak g tempat pelik2.haha.last2 beli coconut shake.dap gile ok?nak suh aki beli la kang.ahhaahaha.lepas tu g la carik kedaia makan asam pedas.nasib baik la xpedas sgt.sedang2 je.layan gak la makan ikan pari asam pedas.haha.dorg sume makan gile semangat tp aku macam bagi makan racun.hehe.aku dahlah xmakan pedas and sayur.ye aku tawu aku memilih.tp xpe la aku folo jela dorg makan ape kan?xkisah la.hhehe.

so lepas makan mmg byk energy la kan?terus park kat kawasan dataran pahlawan.wah!lama gile ok xpergi melaka.mmg sangat amaze ngn betape lawa and modernnye melaka kini.so jalan2 bajet nak begamba sekali mik kaw.baru bape minit baju dah lencun dah.tiak dah basah.haha.tp pic tetap byk la.haha.jalan yg dekat church tu kan ade stall2 lawak betol tgk chip carik topi.haha.then aki and wan beli kipas sb panas.tp macam xde hasil sebab stil bepeloh.ahaha.aku sumpah xthn gile aku pun beli la icekim.wan ngn apek pun join gak beli.mmg nikmat tah terhingge la makan icekim tengah2 panas kan?then jalan2 lagi sampai la buntu xtau nak pegi mane lagi.last tempat ktorg cendol.aku bajet sedap gile la.upenye depan umah aku nye cendol lagi sodap.di sebab kan murah aku layan jela.g pun aki belanja.hehe.maseh aki.so lepas tu kitorg pun bepisah ngn aki sebab dia nak kena balik uma dia kat ayer keroh.

balik2 masok je lam keta aku terus tido sebab ape?dorg pasang lagu sound of music.seronok sgt buat aku nak tido.nak tido je apek text suh benti kat seremban.kacau je aku nak tido.bangun2 tgk2 dah kat seremban RnR.aku ngan baju bau macam lembu ni terus g tuka pakai tshirt lain.lega gile babi.dorg pun ikot gak.so after seremban terus balik umh.sekali nana ikot jalan bapak jaoh sampai ke KL dia pusing nak g KD.bijak tol.aku malas nak cakap pape la kan?sb dia driver.ikot jela.ahaha.so sampai2 umah tgk2 dah kol 10.aku takot la mak aku mara sb gerak petang balik memlm.ehee.jnji melayu mmg gtu.oh lupe time otw balik tu ade excident.terok gile.2 org mati.ngeri aku tgk keta tu remuk.damn.

so sampai2 umah on9 kejap.tgk2 sme org post esknye result kua.xnak menggegel lak aku kan?so aku pun terus tdo ngn penuh risau.ok la smpi sini saje cite kali ni.tp papehal pun aku happy gile g PD and Melaka ngn korg sme.best gile.we should make a trip again sometime.so till then.LATER~

new years eve.

well at first i was like.pffttt.fucking lazy to go out cz of the traffic jam and stuff.then after dinner i started to feel bored and decided to go out for teh tarik with friend.then after awhile dia cm."jom gerak weh.".so i was like "ok chun.jom2".ttbe "aku nk g tgk fireworks la.nak?".aku pun."what an awesome idea!redah jela babe!!!jom22.".

so after the fly over.it was like super crowded.people parked along the road just to tgk the fireworks.ok at first dah dapat port baek la.ttbe ade keta lahanat ni nak kua lak.so we decided to just jalan2.then dah stuck kat this stupid traffic light.that moron police man block the jalan.sialan betol kan?then tgk jam dah kol 00.00.i was like blabbering in the car maki2 polis tu.

atlast dpat gak pusing dan stop kat tepi pyramid and tgk the fireworks.i was so happy.hehe.

it was unexpected and the coolest things ever la.mmg i lap u la babe sb colek aku tadi.hehe.so along the way back i've received a lot of texts.new year text ofcos.semangat sme org.hehe.sorry kalau aku lupe nak text sebab aku mmg xingt ape dah ni.

so HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE.MAY 2010 BRINGS YOU JOY,WEALTH,LUCKS AND HAPPINESS.I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.

to rara and rozy sorry to call off the plans we made and then i ended up watching the fireworks without u guys.i know im a bad friend.so sorry babes.it was seriously unexpected plan.will make it up to guys once i got back from pd k?mwahhhhxxx!!!!

yeah im going to pd tomorrow with my friends.i really need a vacation to clear up my mind.seriously im so stressed plus results is just around the corner.gahhhh!!!doakan kejayaan saya.gotta go now.have to pack up my things.LATER~