Uncertain

Part of me are terrified
Telling me that I should stop while I can

Part of me are telling me to go for it
Telling me that I should try and see how it goes

My mind and my heart are in a constant battle.

I don't know which one should I listen to anymore.

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Don't know

I don't know what we are
I tried to not to think about it
But I can't help to overthink

Probably cause of what happened in the past

I gotta admit my past is haunting me
I am afraid of losing you
I doubt my decisions

I am scared of giving all in
I am terrified to break my walls
I really want you

I want you to be all mine
But I am afraid you don't
And that I'm just your second option.

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Choices

I hate it when I doubt myself
When I think about the decisions I've made

Is it wrong or is it right?

I don't want to keep on repeating the god damn same mistakes I've made
But I'm just a human
A human who can't escape from making a mistake

I need to keep on reminding myself that it's okay to make mistakes

Why do I feel like making mistakes is the dumbest thing in the world?
I should rethink and start accepting mistakes as a lesson
I mean really without making any mistakes would I be this strong?

Would I be where I am today without making any mistakes?