Intuition

When you know something isn't right you have to believe in what you believe.

I knew that I will go through it again but thank god this time I was fully prepared.

I saw it coming,
I felt it,
I tried to think positive,
And turned out I was right after all.

To be frank, I don't want it to end up like this.

But I can't force what's fate and I don't know why I keep on seeing the same guy all over again.

I mean really, where is all the good guy?
Where are they hiding?

This time I give up,
Maybe love isn't my thing.

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Uncertain

Part of me are terrified
Telling me that I should stop while I can

Part of me are telling me to go for it
Telling me that I should try and see how it goes

My mind and my heart are in a constant battle.

I don't know which one should I listen to anymore.

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Don't know

I don't know what we are
I tried to not to think about it
But I can't help to overthink

Probably cause of what happened in the past

I gotta admit my past is haunting me
I am afraid of losing you
I doubt my decisions

I am scared of giving all in
I am terrified to break my walls
I really want you

I want you to be all mine
But I am afraid you don't
And that I'm just your second option.

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