Dilemma

I think I need a change.
But the problem is I'm afraid of changing.

Why?
Because I have to get use to the new thing(s).

My biggest problem is when I get too comfortable with something I don't want it to change.

Does that make sense to you?

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Thoughts

TBH, I afraid of feeling.
Especially when I realized I have feelings towards someone.
It's tiring to have a constant battle in my mind about avoiding it.

Yes.
I am paranoid.
And yes.
It was because of what I've experienced before.

Ya know.
Sometimes I wish I would never have to feel.
Anything.

Confession

Okay truth to be told.
Lately I've been having a constant battle between what I feel and what I think I feel.
So yeah, I've come to a conclusion that I might tiny lil bit like someone.

I don't know how, I don't know when but that's the whole truth.
TBH, I'm freaking out cause it's terrifying!
I'm still paranoid about it though.
Ya know? After all what had happened recently and previously.

Hmh, IDK.
I'm not hoping anything to happen though.
I'm just saying that I like him.
We'll see how it turns out then.

A good result or a bad decision?