Tuesday, January 26, 2010

shiverss

today sadly my mum went to JB to meet her siblings.im too lazy to follow.haha.so yeah im all alone today.im hoping that my girlfriends will cheer me up today and tomorrow.hihik.

obviously im going out today.dunno where to go with my peeps.dahlh camera xde ni.dang!haha.baru je nak gedik2 snap snap photo.

owh have i mention how badly i want a body just like hanis zalikha?haha.errr hanis if u terbace blog ni im so not a psycho ok?i just like your body.slim and tall and long legs.we have the same height but you're way way thinner than me.im 55kg and you're 50kg.my ideal weight that i want for this year.hikss.

perhaps then i can apply for a modelling or FA kan?(berangan sgt).chat with my lect few days a go.he asked me what is my plan.so i said im waiting for a part time job which I've already sent the resume a week ago and still no response.so he said "why dont you try modelling". i thought he was just kidding but he said that he's serious.he said i have the potential bla3.(kembang la sekejap).but i dont think they want a size 6 model kan?plus size model pun size 8 and 10.plus im not even close to photogenic.sigh.

friend said the best solution is to audition for AF 8.nak mampos agaknye budak tu.suara macam katak panggil hujan ade hati nak suruh aku masok AF.belum pape dah kena reject.malu je.hahahaha.OHH!last two week my sis called me and said "weh!im going to fucking LONDON next month baby!".pukimak betol.benci aku.then there was a pause.she continued."im trying my best to provoke mama to come along and bwk ko".as usual i'll scream like a fag got.then she said "so u have to pray real hard that ur mum will go".fucking damn weh!i so wanna go ok?please mama.only once.i know u have a lot of money kan?haha.

so please pray for my happiness ok semua?haha.u know what?its getting really cold here at nana's store and super sleepy.so i better go before i cant feel my hands.its getting pretty numb.so LATER~

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