Another same phase

I knew it.
I've told myself not to fall but I was too stubborn to listen.
I've told myself this ain't it but I was dumb to noticed.
Look what have happened?

I was yet again torn apart.
The one I thought would never do that to me actually did it.
Was I sad?
Hell yeah I was.

I wanted to tell him every single thing that I've been kept inside me.
But somehow something keep me away from doing that.
I know its not worth it.
I don't want to humiliate myself.

I was stupid to think that this might turn out to be something great.
Again I was wrong.
The same douche again.
I'm tired of this shit.

Will I ever trust anyone again?
Can I have these kind of feelings again?
It hurts me to the core.
I can actually feels my heart aching.

Again,
2011 ain't a great year after all.
I don't know how long will I kept seeing these type till i met the one.
I'm tired of this punishment.

I want things to be easy like it used to.
I'm tired of constantly living in pain.
Pain that cannot be seen.
It is the hardest thing to deal with.

Thank you so much for lead me on.
Thank you for wasting time with me for 7 months.
Thank you for the false hope.
Thank you for proving my theory that every guy is a freaking DOUCHE!