Terrified

I know I shouldn't explore what I felt.
I know there's consequences if I do.
I know I will jeopardize our friendship.
I know I might lose you.

I like what we're having right now but it kills me to have to accept just being friends with you.

I can't help of wanting more and I know I shouldn't.

Everytime I'm with you I have this urge of telling you how I really feel but the uncertainty is killing me.

I can't stop thinking about you and I know its bad, Damn bad.

Bloody hell!
I told myself several times not to get attached again and here I am feeling so vulnerable.

Uncertainty is terrifying.
Needing to find the answer is tiresome.

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