holiday mood

its been so long since i've graduated and still got nothing to do except hanging out with my besties.yeah i know.so not thrilling kan?suddenly i feel like going on a holiday with my besties.but the thing is most of them are not available this month.so boohooo to me.if only im that brave to go backpacking by myself.as if mama will allow me.speaking of my mama lately she's been driving me crazy.been blabbering that i've been going out for most everyday and going back late at night.its only at 10pm kot?lepak mamak belakang rumah pun bising.sigh.i mean come on la.i've got nothing else to do.duduk rumah online and watch tv the whole day is like damn LAME ok?i need a fresh air and i need to communicate with people.plus im so feeling down right now cause of me ex.

i need a holiday to clear up my mind.to be relax and chill with friends.laugh and do something stupid.jom la korang kite pegi holiday.if not i'll spend my money at ridiculous things je kang.huhu.rase macam nak demam sekarang ni.because im stressed cause of u know who.i knew it that i'll ended up getting sick eventually.sigh.maybe i think about it too much kot?damn you.

did i mention that my sis is at london?i was supposed to pegi with her but mama said "i have no money to buy for your flight ticket".fine.i'll get a job and pegi holiday by my own then mama.haha.seriously i want to go for holiday.im in a holiday mood.when i heard S went to pd that day i was like freaking jealous of her.then H said he's going to beijing next week.Y is going to vietnam next week.N is planning to go to genting with her clique.A is going to tioman for his assignment,oh no.jealousnye korang pegi holiday.gahhh im stuck here at home doing nothing with no job.ok i know i seriously need to find a job asap.but i have no mood for that anymore cause terase di reject oleh fat boy company.sigh.

anyone ade suggestion where i should send my resume to?or ask for job?i need money pronto.hehe.ok la till then.LATER~