YOU

You used to told me that you like me and want me. at 1st i saw your effort cause you kept on calling me and texting me every single day. but what happen now? what happen to your good morning text and good night calls? okay i've gotta admit that i missed that. i missed you doing that to me. i think its thoughtful and cute. and whats the motive of you telling me every single thing about who you are? who you've been and what you want to change? why when i am this close to forget about you come back into my life and tell me how much u misses me. told me that you're gonna text but you don't. when i text you wont reply and then call me to tell me that you misses me when i asked why you didnt reply you gives a common excuses. what gives man?

seriously what do you want from me? if you like me show me your effort. havent you heard? action speaks louder than words? dont give me bullshit speech and not making an effort of what you've said. i'm not gonna let myself into this lil game your setting. i dont want to keep on going into circles of the same bullshit. it hurts. i want the end of it. if you want me tell me if you dont then dont play with my heart. cause honestly im starting to fall for you. once again i'm being stupid for falling for the wrong guy.

kept seeing the same arse everytime. why is fate being a b***h to me? this is so not cool. i rather be left alone than being played more than dozen of times. i'm sick of feeling that pain. this wound is not heal yet. seriously why? why do i keep on going into the same phase and circles? i deserve to be happy to though. sigh. love is complicated. dudes are such a nuisance. damn it. no matter how i try to not to think about you your visual keeps on popping into my head. cant stop thinking about you. as usual i will not gonna tell you that i like you already cause im afraid of the rejection. its better for you to disappear from me. it feel less hurt than rejection does though. i cant accept anyone cause i'm afraid if i do i'll make the biggest mistake ever for not waiting for you. that happen to me once. so im gonna wait till im fed up. waiting to see if you even care about me just like what you told me. and i dont know why i cant get you off my mind. damn you! sigh. LATER.