I don't know is it me or are we getting more and more attached? Ever since that day I can feel that our chemistry is getting stronger.
I always have the urge of wanting you to be around me. Truthfully I'm scared. Still am terrified. I know you are also. Probably I'm the only one who's feeling this way.
I've tried so hard to resist you but I can't. Its hard. Ofcourse I'll be devastated if you ended up leaving me. Who wouldn't? I know how I act as if nothing happened and how I well played my ego around you and others.
When it comes to feelings I'm not good at controlling it. I'm vulnerable. I'm easily tempted with temptation. I know I may be the only one who over thinks about this and it killls me.
Should I just ignore the feelings or I should face it? I'm so confused Ya Allah. Haih.
Later~
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I always have the urge of wanting you to be around me. Truthfully I'm scared. Still am terrified. I know you are also. Probably I'm the only one who's feeling this way.
I've tried so hard to resist you but I can't. Its hard. Ofcourse I'll be devastated if you ended up leaving me. Who wouldn't? I know how I act as if nothing happened and how I well played my ego around you and others.
When it comes to feelings I'm not good at controlling it. I'm vulnerable. I'm easily tempted with temptation. I know I may be the only one who over thinks about this and it killls me.
Should I just ignore the feelings or I should face it? I'm so confused Ya Allah. Haih.
Later~
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone
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