Saturday, April 2, 2011

undescribable

I know I made myself a promise not to attach with anyone but I think I just did. He's always on my mind. He's like a parasite in my head. When he's not around I'll feel like a part of me isn't complete. When he's near me I'll be happy.

You made me wanna be better when I'm around you. Its so strange how comfortable I am with you.

Okay now I sound so cheezy. FYI people IM SO NOT IN LOVE okay? This is not falling in love thing. I just love the accompany and the comfortable feelings when I'm with him.

Clearly he knows my problems with commitments and thank god he's too. So yeah we kinda act like someone who is dating but we're not. I dont know what to call our relationship but there's something more than friends and we're friend at the same time.

We're still trying to figure out where we are heading. Just go with the flow. If he ended up liking someone else I'm fine with it though. Its not like I own him or something. Its up to him to choose anyone he wants.

Fingers crossed that he doesnt found out about my blog or else I'm screwed!! HAHA.

LATER~

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