Nope. I haven't get lucky and its has been 2 years already. Accurately? Idk I can't remember prolly almost 3 years? Idk.
So yeah this tight schedule doesn't make me think of getting in love. I don't think I can anymore.
No joke and I don't blame the previous dude who broke my heart into pieces and thank god I've put it back all the pieces together.
Ofcourse sometimes I feel empty and a lil lonely but not in a sad way of lonely. I'm so glad that I have my friends for always been there for me. I mean the real friend not the one who will only find me when they need a favor to ask.
To be frank I have been crushing on this one dude but nothing serious is going on though and some how I feel like its going no where. Its like a dead end all over again.
Am not hoping for anything to happen between me and him but he does makes me happy in a way.
But seriously I can't remember how it feels like to be in love. 2 years has made me nothing but heartless I think? Im not pushing people away from me I'm protecting myself from getting hurt.
Of course there's a saying that said 'Its not love until you can feel the pain'. Pain is not love but it is part of getting in love. Don't blame love for your heartache, love is a beautiful thing and should be cherished. Blame the person you're in love with for getting yourself a heartache.
Its difficult to understand one. Its is no doubt difficult to trust someone you barely knew. But love has twisted everything and making it possible for us to trust, to understand, to live with someone you barely knew.
Remember when you're little and you mother told you not to talk to strangers? and logically it doesn't make sense how you can have feelings towards someone you barely knew or AKA strangers?
Its hard to define it isn't it? its hard to clarify it its hard to justify what love means but some how you know what it is. Your love definition is depends on how you perceive it. As for me I haven't found my love definition yet.
Ofcourse I don't look like I'm sad cause I don't have anyone to be with right now but I have my loved ones as well they are my family and friends. If you're sad that you're so alone then that is not love my friend that is striving for attention.
You're not a loser for not having a couple not that is a harsh labeling and stupid. You shouldn't label anyone as sad loser who leave alone without a lover. You can still be successful although you're alone.
Love is not just about being happy. It takes a lot to love. Like serious a lot and I don't think I'm ready for that yet. As for now I'm comfortable being single. I'm comfortable not having anyone around except my friends and family. I am indeed happy with my life.
So yeah this tight schedule doesn't make me think of getting in love. I don't think I can anymore.
No joke and I don't blame the previous dude who broke my heart into pieces and thank god I've put it back all the pieces together.
Ofcourse sometimes I feel empty and a lil lonely but not in a sad way of lonely. I'm so glad that I have my friends for always been there for me. I mean the real friend not the one who will only find me when they need a favor to ask.
To be frank I have been crushing on this one dude but nothing serious is going on though and some how I feel like its going no where. Its like a dead end all over again.
Am not hoping for anything to happen between me and him but he does makes me happy in a way.
But seriously I can't remember how it feels like to be in love. 2 years has made me nothing but heartless I think? Im not pushing people away from me I'm protecting myself from getting hurt.
Of course there's a saying that said 'Its not love until you can feel the pain'. Pain is not love but it is part of getting in love. Don't blame love for your heartache, love is a beautiful thing and should be cherished. Blame the person you're in love with for getting yourself a heartache.
Its difficult to understand one. Its is no doubt difficult to trust someone you barely knew. But love has twisted everything and making it possible for us to trust, to understand, to live with someone you barely knew.
Remember when you're little and you mother told you not to talk to strangers? and logically it doesn't make sense how you can have feelings towards someone you barely knew or AKA strangers?
Its hard to define it isn't it? its hard to clarify it its hard to justify what love means but some how you know what it is. Your love definition is depends on how you perceive it. As for me I haven't found my love definition yet.
Ofcourse I don't look like I'm sad cause I don't have anyone to be with right now but I have my loved ones as well they are my family and friends. If you're sad that you're so alone then that is not love my friend that is striving for attention.
You're not a loser for not having a couple not that is a harsh labeling and stupid. You shouldn't label anyone as sad loser who leave alone without a lover. You can still be successful although you're alone.
Love is not just about being happy. It takes a lot to love. Like serious a lot and I don't think I'm ready for that yet. As for now I'm comfortable being single. I'm comfortable not having anyone around except my friends and family. I am indeed happy with my life.
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