Heartless?

I don't feel anything.
After my final is over I feel so empty inside.
Is this normal?
Should I be worried that I don't feel anything at all?
Or is it because that I'm so content with loneliness?

Most probably because I'm tired of fighting.
Maybe because I'm used of being trampled and fall down hard.
So whenever I am feeling off I don't feel anything anymore.
I'm so used of keeping it all inside.
Not because I want to run away from my real feelings.

Somehow I feel like building a wall so that I don't get hurt.
But without intention I pushed people away from my life.
It is selfish of me for doing so.
In order to protect my heart from being shattered I have to.
I have no choice.

LATER~