The one that got away

The beginning was tough for me that you choose to leave and give up on me. As the days past by I'm starting to get strength and non stop moral support from my friends.

Then I met someone who prove to me that not every guy are the same. But this someone is also afraid of trying and taking chances. What I'm doing now is waiting. This waiting is worth it because I know he's worth the wait. Even for a thousand years.

Recently, I got a news which shocked me. He who got away claims that I've been stalking him and bad mouth-ing him in Twitter. I was in dead shocked because I've moved on. I've found someone new. My heart is at someone else, how could it be possible that I'm stalking him? I even hide him my news feed in order to moved on.

And if he really read my tweets 80% my tweets was dedicated to these dude I'm waiting. None of the tweets was about him. Prolly at the beginning of the break up but not now. You threw me away, you gave up on me, you neglected me, you didn't give me a chance instead you give someone else a chance that I used to deserve.

Logically, I would be wishing you're dead right now. You're nothing but a history to me. You don't mean anything to me. I thought we can be in a good term but you choose to act like a child. Go ahead and believe other people. So much of maturity you are there.

I may not be perfect, I may not be good, but I'm not a stalker and never will. It is a shamed for me to still have a lil hope for the one who got away to came back. That is not in my chapter of life. I only tried once, I will not gonna repeat the stupid mistakes twice and I choose to protect my pride than making a dumb move.

You think you know me? Well your thought wrong. Of course it kills me to see you and her at first because you said to me you weren't ready for a relationship. I'm just a normal human being. I have feelings and its torn. And thanks to you to prove to me that things happened for a reason. This is the reason why Allah SWT didn't allow us to be together because of your true color. Alhamdulillah, I've learned my lesson.

Although you threw me away, I wish for your happiness. If she can make you happy then I'm happy for you. And hopefully you don't regret making your decision.

LATER~
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