its been awhile right?im so sorry for not blogging like ages.i've been really down with some of the comments i received at fs.it was mean for the person to said that my blog is full of shit and piece of junk.it really hurts man.seriously.and i'm getting sick of the stalkers stalking my blog just to pick on me.seriously man can you please stop making my life miserable.i dont know whats their problem.as what i know i dont give a damn about anyone's life so why are u so pissed of about me for?ok enough about that.im recovered and pimped my blog a lil.
so its been a hell of donno how many months.still jobless if you've been wondering.but getting pretty lucky today cz i've just got me self 4 interviews next week.yeay me.wish me luck ok?so theres a lot changes for this few months.its been a shitty hell ride for me.ok first and for most, i gained like 3kg and yes im fat.so what?real woman have curves ok?im not afraid of that.my phone is pretty wrecked up.i've already ask my dad for new one and ofcourse he's been ignoring me instead he gave me his old school phone.so im stuck with this old shit.thats why i need a job pronto so that i can get me self a new BB phone.i know i know.its gonna cost a lot but what the heck?as long as im using my own money and i own me self that money.then still single for about 8 months now.
speaking of which.i've beeb dating with few guys before.no it was nothing.just a friendly date.and yes it was so boring cz i dont feel anything.but there's this one guy he's sort of my type.he's 21 tall.chinese look.cute.funny talks alot.drove a honda (his own car).architect student.so at 1st i was pretty excited then when we went out for date it was like "what the hell am i doing here?" situation.theres nothing.no sparks.then after 2 weeks i found out he got himself a new gf.how's that?AWKWARD!i know.no i wasnt in rage or anything.but i laughed and a lil embarrass.the guy i dated like 2 weeks ago have a gf.so i wonder.am i really that boring? or do i have high expectation?idk.i dated like a lot and yet i get bored in the end.its me right?i was the problem isnt it?darn it.
oh and guess what?my ex got a new girl as well.after 7 months and he's finally moving on.good for you.if you still checking on my blog every now and then im gonna congratulate you.i hope she's gonna make you happy and gonna fulfill everything i cant do to make you happy.i hope this time is the right girl for you.hopefully you're not that insecure with her like when you're with me.seriously im happy for you and remember all what i told chu not to do so that she'll never runaway like i did.so good luck.
well im gonna sit back and rilex just enjoy the ride of my life.see where am i heading for.just go with the flow.maybe im gonna start dating for another 6 months.cz apparently i have 0 interest in guys.no really even if he's the cutest guy in this world.i'll be like excited for a few days and then bored the next day.i'm not ready so dont force me to accept anyone ok friends?stop texting and ask whether im interested with your friend.im not that desperate moron!you make me look so pathetic for that you know that?ok perhaps i can go out with him but then when i really am bored i'll ignore him and then the same shit happens.stalking me.calling me by names.blaming me for rejecting him.so not cool ok?i dont want this shit to happen again and again and again.sick of it.i really gotta go now getting pretty hungry.LATER~
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