words

Idk where it came from honestly i dont. i think i'm just so good with words. i have so many thoughts that me my self didnt realize how on earth i can came out with such words. friends call it as words of wisdom. i mean i try to talk in english like how i'm typing and posting here in my blog i cant. i'll shiver i'll start to blabber something uncool and at the end i'll ended up talking in malay. weird right? no wonder i did awful in my interviews and presentations. i just cant stand the look and the environment its too nerve wrecking.

I'm used to do poems and read poems and also those motivation thingy i think thats why i kinda do good in giving out advices to my friends. but oddly i cant seems to let it out for my family especially my mum. its terrifying okay? its like my heart pumps so fast and i can barely speak nor breathe. funny? i know. there's this lady she told me that i sounded matured from the way i think. we just gotta know each other for few weeks or months i think. now she's getting used to telling me her "confusion" cause apparently she found me mature enough and been very helpful with most of her "confusion". its nice to be acknowledge though.

so anyways, i've been doing so great with my job with making people bursting into tears right after what i'd told 'em. ya know the "words of wisdom". LMAO. idk how i did it but yeah lots have cried. maybe i'm the next oprah or dr phil or something aye? but i only do good in texting term. LOL. idk im just getting weirder than ever. story of my life. bahaha. ;) LATER~