maybe just maybe i would like everything to change like it was. where everyone is happy. where we all share our laughter and lend our shoulder to lean on during tough times. or maybe i was the one who have changed? idk. i think i've changed a lot since march. probably getting myself grounded was a good thing after all. i've been going through a lot. truthfully i missed my friends. if you read this you know who you are. the one i barely speak right now. i know you have chosen your own path and i have mine. or maybe i've changed to someone totally boring till make you wanna ditch me or something. idk. but seriously i missed you.
from the bottom of my heart i would really want everything to remain the same as it was. i thought i would never gonna facing this matter again. but this is tougher for me cause as i know i didn't do anything wrong. its not like it was when i fought with my (ex) friends i know there's an issue there. but with ya'll i didn't know whether i did anything or ya'll just couldn't take it and make a decision to ditch me. if that's it then i'm fine with it. i won't force nor post anything annoying like this anymore. i'm letting go of my ego just to show how much i care. you know how ego i am. how i never admit anything. but now i do. i miss you. period. LATER~
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