I've cut my hair.finally i did.it look so much better now.i love my fringe and hope it give me no trouble to maintain it.haha.FYI i just trimmed it a lil.still the same length though.
anyways,i just realised how thing have changed so drastic after 9 months.most of my friends are living their own world.me and my work others with college and works.then most of them are now happily couple with their new lover.im so happy for them.but im so sorry if i gave u this awkward facial expression when im around you and your partner.im not used of it and i feel awkward about it cause it reminded me of how great it is to have someone to hold hands and be cute with.i missed being with someone for companionship.with or without any relationship.
im so busy with work till i have no time to find anyone or get to know new people.plus i think its such a nuisance for me.at 1st i'll get excited and all and then i'll get bored.they just bore me to death.idk what im looking for.maybe i'm just not ready for it.but i do missed texting someone a good morning text when i woke up.a good night text when im going to sleep.i dont want to bother my friends for that.they have to save their credit to text with their special one.and i dont want to be sounded like a desperate girl who seeks for attention.haha.
im so not okay?im just saying i missed going out for a date.a friendly casual date would be nice.nothing wrong of having this kind of feelings isnt it?besides its not like i want it right this instance.im just saying that it would be nice if it really happens.but still im not ready for any relationship.as far as i've been discovered to find your soulmate it should a good surprise.someone who you dont expect to be with or to fall with.he/she will just suddenly appear in your life with out any notice.this is not my theory but it really happen in true life.seriously do recap of how u and u're ex met.or u and u're current bf/gf met.betol kan?hee.
my point is i just wanna say happy sangat tengok korang dah bahagia.insyaallah akan berkekalan lama.AMIN.
LATER~
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