Remember this dude i always drag about? okay turns out that he's such a douche.he's back with his ex and still wants to text me. i mean come on dude? cant u choose? u dont have to be greedy. and besides how dumb do u think i am? duh? i can read it at my news feed. u dont have to lie to me. im sick of dealing with this situation again and again okay? i just wish i dont have any feelings for good sometimes but yeah we know that it is impossible.
This happen to me 4 times this year. how suck is that? im so mad with my love life right now. and im so sick of everyone calling me "DEMANDING" for only falls for the cutest guy. like hello? its my friggin feelings i can control it damn it. i dont know how did i ever end up seeing this kind of guys. i thought i was being super careful and yeah its true what people told me when u're too careful u'll crushed even more worst than when u're not thinking straight. i know this is just a "dugaan" for me. i know i should stop complaining and just suck it up and move on with my life. but its hard.
You don't know how hurt it is and how difficult it is to seeing someone u thought is really sincere for u lied straight to ur face. and what's even worst it happens for 4 times. i feel like a complete loser for this. i dont even feel attractive and my self esteem is super low right now. i know im so stupid for letting someone to shake all of my confidence away. but yeah u dont know how i feel. try to put urself in my shoe and feel what i felt. seriously im not gonna fall for anyone ever again. and yes like i said before i am definitely without a doubt will going to be single for quite along time. im sick of dealing with all this drama. and there's no way for me to even cry for a guy. wasting my time. i know there's one guy out there thats made for me but nah im not ready to search for him quite yet.
And im so not going to have a fling or anything with anyone. regardless of what people had labeled me for IDGAF! and u can stop asking me whether im straight or not. i'm a muslim u moron of course i'm straight! what kind of stupid question is that? are u straight or not? pfft. im not that desperate dude. sigh this is why i hate people so much. their thoughts are just ridiculous. u can call me arrogant or stuck up all u want. im not here to flirt with anyone dumb ass. grrrr. im so angry with these kind of people they're just so annoying and irritating. get a life suckers. my status my blog my twitter my tumblr its my friggin choice of what to tell and what not. GTFO. (emotional) LATER~
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