ok geli

I will not tell who but yesterday i was texting with this one guy we were kinda close but as friends ofcourse.then all of sudden he said "i kinda like you" and ofcourse things started to get awkward cause ya know i just got ditch by a douche so it still hurt.then i kinda ignore the fact that he likes me.out of the blue he asked me why is your status in open relationship with a girl?and yes i laugh hard.obviously it was a big joke that is clearly my bestest friend.we have nothing better to do so yeah we agree to make relationship in facebook.then he said "i thought u're a lesbian or something".ofcourse i was offended by that.please people don't be so narrow minded okay?just because i'm single for a year now that doesnt makes me GAY.yes sometimes my status can be a lil bit fascinating but no i like dudes.

okay anyways, then he kinda told me something that makes me wanna faint.he was like "i hope you dont mind but im actually BISEX and i have a BF".dude what just happen???i thought you said u like me?and now u're telling me that u're BI?what gives?so yeah i handle it well.i was calm.and i said "no biggie".but actually i panicked and dont know how to react.no im not judging anyone or anti gay or anything.the fact that he told me he likes me then a few minutes later told me that he's BI makes me go all GAGA about it.its a shocking news ok?so later he told me that he wants to change.he dont know how exactly makes him like a dude.he really need someone to talk to.and he really wants to change and hope that there's a girl out there who can accept him for who he is.so i told him that there is someone out there who will love u for who u are and can change u and guide u "kepada jalan yang benar".he said its a sin and he can't bear to keep doing it day by day.he lied to his own parents and so on.


i have listen to this matter for quite along time and yes its not an easy thing to do.when u're so used of being that way u cant change it.no matter how hard u try u just cant.but u can when u try to seek for forgiveness from Allah.only Allah can help u.once dah solat taubat and bersumpah for not repeating the same thing insyaallah u can change.Allah itu Maha Pengampun.kalau nak berubah tapi tak menunduk diri kepada yang Maha Esa tak guna juga.lagi susah la nak berubah sbnye dah menyimpang sgt dh tu smpi suke lelaki.well i'm just saying.aku pun bukannye baik sgt pun kan?tapi itu jela jalan penyelesaiannye. LATER~