Awkward

I've always have this principals that I never gonna break. Which is once I've classified these dudes that we're friends means we are only friends. There will never be more or a lil something something.

Frankly, I've violated my principals before and I'm not proud of it. Though it hurts right thru your core. Seriously guys, if you have an opposite sex friends don't ever end up having feelings towards them. The consequences might be brutal.

So I might have been  facing this problem again. But just a tiny story of it cause if I told the whole story it might be too obvious and I don't want anyone to know. This guy I knew for almost 2 years all of sudden have interest in me. Idk if its just because he was lonely and need a companion or something. Cause ya know, people tend to do something stupid when their lonely.

And indeed it was very much awkward between me and him right now. It was never the same. I mean idk why its awkward between me and him before this there's few other people who've told me they have interest in me but i can be like damn cool with it but when it comes to this guy its all awkward. Maybe because I'm afraid of what it might happen if people knew. I don't want to ruin our friendship he's like a gay partner to me though (in a joking way). I just can't believe he'll have a slightest feelings for me cause we're good friend.

Idk how to react infront of him if we hang out together. I hate putting my poker face. I've been thru a lot and I hate facing another problem. I hope it was just temporary cause I would never jeopardize my friendship over something that is not real. I would rather stay friends than lose him as my friend. So guys never ever jeopardize your friendship cause friendship is very valueable and its hard to sustain. If you have a slightest feelings towards your friend just keep it to yourself.

Don't destroy it cause relationship is where someone can acted out of their norm. I hope everything will turn out to be like it used to be. LATER~

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