Loneliness

Surely every single human in this world would want to be loved and cherish by someone isn't it? so do i. But in this case I'm not the one who's feeling lonely. How can I be lonely when I'm surrounded with my awesome friends?

Well I'd talked to several people about how do they really feel. Thus, this is why I'm post this new entry. For those who knew me u surely will know how weird I am for wanting to understand people better. So after listening to what they have told me I found out that most of single people will most likely to feel lonely.

Usually this will occur when they're all alone at a certain places with nothing to do. They'll have this slightest thoughts of "I'm so lonely and its killing me". Though actually its just a common feeling of "Im so bored I need to do something more productive". Just because u're single that doesn't mean that u're lonely.

I admit it I do sometime feels that way u know the urge of finding a partner. But when it comes to sense where u have to consider about this certain things u'll automatically will be like "Why do I have to find a partner just to be happy? I can be happy with or without a partner."

I don't know how some people could be like "I can't live without a partner besides me". I mean how pathetic can u be? I'm not judging anyone but really? u can't live without having a BF/GF? Oh God, life isn't all about finding ur soulmates u know? so what if u screw ur love life? there's other things that u have to focus on. Something like ur future which consist of education and job.

U can find love but its hard to sustain ur life. Besides, it doesn't mean when u're in relationship u can't be lonely. Believe me u can. I can assure u that being in a relationship can be worst than being single with no one to take care of. Because u have to work with 2 person and u have to compromise. U can't be selfish. U can't have this thoughts that says " ME ME ME". U have to change it to "YOU and ME". Its not easy.

I'm so glad I'm single cause I have to think about nothing but my self. So people stop over analyzed and over think about that broken hearted of urs and just live ur goddamn life. Its 2011 start a new chapter. Throw away that pain and start fresh. If u ever feel lonely start doing something to occupied ur boredom. LATER~