Can you just imagine the awkwardness when you're in a room full of people and there's 3 or more people that you sort of have a past history of? Well I definitely had experienced it recently. So I was with a bunch of people and there is also a few of people that I used to have "history" with. It was beyond awkward and I just can't describe how odd it was.
Though I smile and act as if I was cool with it but frankly I was not. It was just weird and wrong. Funny when you have nothing but just a memory with them you can't seem to find something to say to them. Like nothing is right to say you know? When you're with them you are too eager to get to know them but once its over its like nothing left to be discover.
But I missed them all. Not the "moment" but just the person themselves. I kinda missed talking to them like how I used to but not in a flirty kind of way but in a normal casual friend way. I'm ok if they are okay but I can feel the cold shoulder so whats the point of acting like its normally been done before? Time have past and people do change. I just wish everything would be like how it used to but then again its just wish isn't it?
LATER~
Though I smile and act as if I was cool with it but frankly I was not. It was just weird and wrong. Funny when you have nothing but just a memory with them you can't seem to find something to say to them. Like nothing is right to say you know? When you're with them you are too eager to get to know them but once its over its like nothing left to be discover.
But I missed them all. Not the "moment" but just the person themselves. I kinda missed talking to them like how I used to but not in a flirty kind of way but in a normal casual friend way. I'm ok if they are okay but I can feel the cold shoulder so whats the point of acting like its normally been done before? Time have past and people do change. I just wish everything would be like how it used to but then again its just wish isn't it?
LATER~
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