L seriously you've gotta move on and ignore all your feelings.ignore all your problems and let 'em be.sigh.i wish its that easy.i don't know im so stressed about.there's a lot in my head.mixed feelings.i feel like running away from everyone.i can't seem to face everyone right now.last month i have no appetite at all and now my appetite was like crazy.i'm getting chubbier i know.people kept reminding me that i've been eating a lot and they are concern about it.i think in a month or so i'll get a heart attack or mental illness though.
im too young to be depressed arent i?i think i just cant handle the pressure now but sooner i'll be immune by it.
did i mention how suck my love life is?how many friends i can trust?and many more.oh guess what?i've dyed my hair blonde.no not platinum/britney spears blonde.its sort of golden blonde brownish blonde.then my hair is not curl anymore.i've chopped it off.finally there's no more memory about you BOY!you've gone for good now.why did i say this?cause that particular person did like my hair in black and he likes my curly hair and long hair.so now my hair blonde and straight and medium length.
i've been very cranky and gloomy this past 2 weeks.confused of what to do.menggelamun tak sudah.its just not me.im laughing my ass off but im still not happy.i dont know what've got into me lately.sigh.i think i need to see a psychiatrist. LATER~
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