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finally one paper is done.the first was reading comprehension.i had to answer 45 question and the article was like super massive long ok?i was sleepy and swearing cause its so hard to focus.i didnt sleep at all cause was afraid that im not gonna wake up.i didnt study like what i told people i did.well i only did like one test and few exercises je.ahaha.

then second was writing i thought its gonna tough but it was not.in fact i was smiling while writing.maybe im so used of blogging so it makes me easier to write.plus the topic was kinda easy though.but then the last part was listening i felt like crying cause i cant focus and the recording was like not clear.it was echoing to much.i hope i answered well.

next tuesday 3rd may will be my speaking and im gonna piss on my pants for sure.gahhh.i did it once and my heart was like beating faster than it used to.i dont know why but its so nerve wreaking.i hate presentation or public speaking i'll sweat more than i usually do.i'll twitch for sure.my leg cant stop moving.my palms are all sweaty.ahhh i just hate it!i hope i can over come the fear and the nerves.do pray for me not to screw it up ok?gotta go now.LATER~