Nak suruh tunggu sampai intake july?mmg aku mati keras la duduk rumah hoi.kalau tak dapat gak uitm tu cane?tgu lagi bulan 12 lak?mmg tak la.nekad dah ni nak sambung belaja gak smpi next feb last.kena sambung belaja gak.dahlah semua tempat nak 3thn cmtu habis umo aku berapa baru habis belaja?nak kerja kumpul duit lagi.not to mention nak kawen lagi.nanti aku jadi andartu marah.ni aku dah setahun single pun kecoh2.kalau semua menda aku nak buat semua kena pantau tak leh jadi gak.habis nak buat camane?dah itu je minat aku.JOURNALISM.dah tu je uni yg ade kalau mahal aku apply la pinjaman.mmg la sakit nak bayar.habis tu nak buat macam mane?its for sake of chasing my fucking dreams.no one understand how determine I am about what I want to be.Im not playing around.Im serious about my future.I want to be a fashion journalist PERIOD damn it.why must you destroy what I have in mind and what I have planned?can you just support of what I want?Im 21 for godness sake I can think of my own.I know the pros and cons.then what?change course?and totally ruin my fucking dream?I want to be a fashion journalist so bad.that is what I'm passionate about.and trust me if im doing something im not passionate about i will not succeed.
sigh i just wish someone could understand what im dealing with though.its so hard to actually find someone who actually agree and wont condemn what i want.life why must u be this complicated.why cant u be more complex and easier.for me atleast.sigh.i want what i want.and i will find the way to get what i want.nekad gile dah ni ape nak jadi jadi la.janji aku dapat aku nak.menda bukan untuk main2 tapi menda nak kejar impian.even if it takes to be broke.tak kesah.LATER
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