Hair again

Sorry for being so obsessive about my new hair. I'm trying my best to convinced my self that I look okay. I just hate this feeling like being normal. Okay I know I am a bit weird and it doesn't make sense. But the reason why its so hard to find me with a black normal hair is cause I hate being normal and I like being different. I hate being a typical girl. No offense but not me. So anyway as I was enjoying my girly day today and watching 90210 then i saw this character ANNIE (Shanae Grimes) and her hair was AMAH-ZING. It kinda looked similar to my hair though. But her hair is just so beautiful. It really stands out when she make it a big curl. you can see the difference the two toned hair. So i think i should kinda curl it to make it notiable or something. Not permanently curling it just temporary with a curling iron. or maybe make it messier than before and more texture and wavy. LATER~