Sore

I've been sick since IDK when. I've been sleeping and then eat meds and then sleep again. Its really tiring actually. My back is in massive pain. Damn only god knows how pain it is.

So I'm really bored as usual. Been missing my girls. Now that my life is getting more and more pathetic as it seems. I have no car. Repeat no more car. Well apparently my brother was blaming me for the damages that car is having. I swear to god it wasnt my fault. I've been dooped. I think the whole damages was like more than 500 i think. I do feel bad but then again it wasn't my fault.

So my brother was like telling me he's not gonna give me drive that car again. Even if he's not here. So I was like JOY!.That's it my life has been officially doom. Doom i say. I'm so used of going out when I'm bored now? I have to stay at home and try to calm my self. Thats why I've been blogging non stop now.

And soon my definition of freedom have no longer in my dictionary of life. Its literally have vanish. No kidding. Soon I'm gonna start my degree and I have to travel back and forth  from home. Shit. I've done one tiny mistakes and there goes all my fun. They've sucked all of it. Im gonna 22 year old who doesnt know how to have fun. Im gonna be miserable. YEAY can't wait. And also what worries me the most is making new friends. Darn it I've been dealing that since the day I was born. Story of my life.

I hope everythings gonna be just fine. LATER~