Maturity

This year have taught me a lot about maturity. I have yet over come my anger and try not to let it out to the person I'm angry instead just let it be. What my mum have taught me is let other people bitch about you or even do bad things about u but remember not to turn urself like them. This is what maturity is about. Maturity is about being classy not trashy but keep it a lil nasty.

And maturity is about admitting that you're wrong. Throw away your ego and that "I"M ALWAYS RIGHT" attitude. Before I'm as cocky as hell okay? I will shout out to everyone that IDGAFD attitude. I do what I want. I make my own rules. But now as I'm growing older it make me realized that as an adult you have to care. You have to face you consequences. You have to deal with your problem. You have to admit that you're wrong.

Do you how much difference you can make for admitting that you're wrong and apologize? If u don't u should try then u'll feel relieved. I assure u its better than living in denial. And frankly I'm genuinely pissed right now and I know someone or perhaps loads of people are irritated by me as well. I just want to apologize to those whom I've irritated before. Sometimes u can't really control being so annoying nor hurting someone else feelings.

No matter what it is. I hate creating a drama. I hate being blame for something I clearly don't do. I hate hating people. I just want to be someone that is honest without being hypocritical to people. So I'm letting go and moving on with all of that anger I'm dealing with. Shit does happens. People always lie and change. Its hard to trust people even ur own best friend. Insecurity is a nightmare. Love is complicated as always. This is the reality of life and deal with it. Stop whining and complaining about ur life and just live ur life to the fullest. That is what i define maturity is all about.

LATER~