unfortunate

So the new year is just around the corner. its in 1 more days. i just realized that i was single during 2009 new year's eve and now its 2010 new year's eve im still single. woah FML.

Throughout this year its been all nothing but shitty. havent been lucky thats how i see it. though it was actually quite adventures for me. i've done things i never thought i would. and ofcourse things i swear i'll never gonna do again.

Never the less 2010 was a complete failure to me. failure to launch. failure to start a new life. failure to sustain my weight and so on. but still am proud of how much i've changed. seriously i've changed this year. maybe because im getting sick of living the unhealthy lifestyle or something.

Well ofcourse i have a new resolution. i'll be lying if i don't. next year i hope to find someone decent who can actually be with me through thick and thin. someone who can make me laugh unconditionally. someone i can be a complete fool of myself with. i hope to get a good grades for my degree. i hope to finally move on and letting go of my past. and of course to find my happiness no matter what my relationship status are.

Being single isnt that bad though. i just need to be around my friends and hopefully they wont be leaving me like my previous friends did. hopefully that we'll be as honest as always. i dunno what my life would be without 'em. so hopefully u're life will be more exciting in 2011 and may ya'll find ur happiness as well. insyaallah.

Have a great new year's eve and Happy new year to all of my readers. LATER~